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Disorder

By: Rokia, Beth Hickling-Moore – translation
Narrated by: Diane Guerrero, Freya Allan, William Gao, Connor Swindells, Allegra Marland, Flora Montgomery
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Part dark romance, part fairy tale, DISORDER marks the arrival of bestselling Italian author Rokia, available for the first time in English, in a vibrant translation by Beth Hickling-Moore. The production is voiced by an all-star cast: Diane Guerrero (Orange is the New Black), William Gao (Heartstopper), Freya Allan (The Witcher) and Connor Swindells (Sex Education.)

Meet Olivia, Sia, Derek and Edgar. Four young people scarred by self-harm, anorexia and PTSD, each of them searching for a way to heal. Brought together by an unorthodox doctor, their friendship becomes instrumental as they battle their respective demons. Through a series of increasingly demanding challenges set by prestigious media company GNN, deliberately chosen to make them face their pasts, their friendship becomes a key part of how they learn to process their pain. As their relationships grow, the past is never too far away, with wounds constantly being re-opened. And while no-one will remain unscathed along the journey of recovery, one thing is for sure: love has the power to mend a bleeding heart.

Please note: this production includes descriptions of mental illness, death, child abuse, violence, domestic violence, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, miscarriage and substance abuse.

©2024 Rokia (P)2024 Audible Ltd.
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Had me riveted, enjoyed it immensely . Waiting for more books of her to be translated into english

A must!

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A beautifully woven tale of hurt, trauma and hope. Will certainly be looking for more of this author’s work.

Beautiful

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This story emulates that we all have darkness within us and the more light we let in the more we keep the darkness abay if you seen the film the breakfast club / games of thrones this is the dark version, The narrator’s amazing, the story amazing I listen to disorder 4 times it made you laugh, cry, and breathless on how each person dark-pain was explained so poetically I wanted to find the book itself but failed I’m looking for more works from Rokia
I wish I could give it more than 5 Stars this would make a great Movie just a suggestion.

This is an amazing audio production

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Captivating storytelling with characters that made you care, cheer and cry. Absolutely brilliant, I’m so glad it was translated from Italian to English as so many more people will get to hear this story.

Outstanding

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Well worth the days listening time. Opened my mind to disorders that I never think about and my heart to romance as I normally don't listen to this sort of stuff. Bravo.

Fascinating story

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It's not often a book grabs my attention as much as this one did but I've never come across a story like this. Being an audio book meant I could listen to it whatever I was doing and I've done just that over the course of a couple of days! Every character in this story became so real to me and I felt every emotion with them. I cried several times during the course of my listening and I could not tear myself away from it at times.

Could not stop listening to this incredible book.

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I absolutely loved this. I was drawn into the characters minds and felt a real empathy for them and their mental health issues

Captivating

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As someone who’s been struggling with mental health most of my life, this is an absolutely amazing representation of what mental illness can look like. It’s quick to draw the listener into the story and the second half of the story is nearly impossible to let go of. I’m not usually a fan of multiple narrators, but in this case it’s easy to keep track of what’s going on. The story is both heartbreaking- and warming. A must read!

Brilliant and captivating story!

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Loved the translation - it really captures all the emotions from the original. The cast is incredible too, makes such a difference when you have separate voices for the key characters. I listened to this during my (not so regular) runs, and honestly, it made getting out the door so much easier. Such a dark and twisty listen!

Absolute chaos in the best way!

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An emotional rollercoaster of a performance worthy of a listen for sure had me walking by the river crying ….

Had me laughing and crying

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