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If I Can't Have You

By: Charlotte Levin
Narrated by: Chloe Massey
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'I implore you to read (or listen to) it' - Marian Keyes, author of Again, Rachel

An all-consuming story of loneliness, obsession and how far we go for the ones we love, If I Can't Have You is the debut novel by Charlotte Levin.

After fleeing Manchester for London, Constance Little attempts to put past tragedies behind her and make a fresh start. When she embarks on a relationship with the new doctor at the medical practice where she works, she’s convinced she’s finally found the love and security she craves.

Then he ends it.

But if life has taught her anything, it’s that if you love someone, you should never let them go.

That's why for Constance Little, her obsession is only just beginning . . .

'Exceptionally raw and visceral and painfully funny' – Emma Flint, author of Little Deaths

'Darkly comic and beautifully written’ – Woman

‘Blackly comic, heartrendingly sad’ – Best

'Compulsively readable and darkly funny’ – Laura Marshall, author of Friend Request

'One of the best books I’ve ever read' – Ruth Jones, author of Love Untold

©2020 Charlotte Levin (P)2020 Macmillan Publishers International Ltd 2020
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Much more than the book you are expecting

This book takes some really unexpected and poignant turns. It is beautifully written. I really empathised with Constance and felt her pain.
I can’t recommend this book enough, I devoured it in a couple of days.

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Brilliant Narrator

A perfect, understated reading of this gripping book. Chloe Massey got the tone just right.

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worth a credit!

kept me up listening - best book I've listened to in a good while! x

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Fantastic slow burn Psychological thriller

This is a very dark story, incredibly well written, great characterisation which details Constance's spiral into madness.

This was a re-read after initially reading as an ARC. The audiobook definitely enhanced the story, the narrator was great, especially with the Northern accent, it wasn't a monotonous drone like the narrator in Girl A, you really felt like Constance was telling you her story.
Can't believe this is the author's debut it was so amazing, especially with the little twists to the ending.Will be looking forward to Charlotte's next. Glad I did this re-read as it alerted me to her next book in March.

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couldn't put it down

loved this. absolutely incredibly well written. the performance was wonderful. I laughed and cried throughout. the descriptive language made this so alive.

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So captivating

Barely listen to audio books as I feel most narrators can’t capture the writers essence properly but this book and narrator were extremely captivating. Listening to the whole book in a day. Brilliant story line and magnificent delivery from the reader. Very well done.

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Excellent

Totally loved this book. The story was brilliant. Excellently narrated by Chloe Massey. Definitely one of my best books.

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Creepy, sad and great

I loved this book - I felt really sorry for Constance but found her very disturbing at the same time. Really liked the narrator - she bought the characters to life very well. The ending was good too - loved the final words on snow!

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Absolutely gripping!

I found it a slow start but as the book went on I found myself gripped. Narrator was also fantastic.

Great listen!

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Brilliant. Romance with a twist.

I absolutely loved this book. So well written i couldn't stop listening. Now wishing it never ended. Really well narrated too.

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